English exam is in exactly 2 days.
Still Im lying on my bed listening to hiphop music.
I don't know, guess Im currently just not in the mood to study? Particularly with ne-yo & jordin sparks (no air) on.. aww, this song simply puts u in the dreamy mood. Life's basically the same, well atleast i'd like to think so.
Finally survived through my first english exam today,Though it didnt go too well, plus I'd rather not mention it here.. on the bright side, One exam's over. four more to go!
Loss of desire, Loss of determination
From an early age, I used to "look forward" in drawing, exploring all emerging which involves art, absorbing every little bits of artistic details. However, I've begun to realize not only have I gave up on art, but also in myself. It is human nature to have desires, to wish, want, and hope, to have our needs met. A game-plan to be successful, contented, loved, secure? to be popular at school, pass our exams, finding a job, falling in love, having a good lifestyle. Yet unwittingly missing out on one of the the things that happened in my life, -expressing my emotions on paper, isolated from reality entering my world. As vincent van gogh quoted "i dream of painting & then i paint my dream"