I'm so weird.

Dear Diary,
I've spent the past few hours deciding if i should get the limited edition 132 dvd Disney Classics on a website... Most likely I won't be getting it, given that every single time when I do come across something of my liking, I let it slip right off my hands because of silly factors that shouldnt've be off an issue.. I'm so weird. I'm so indecisive. I'm so.. self-centred.
Life shouldn't be all about "I" and "Me's", because the world does not revolve around just one person. Lastnight I came across, a vintage blazer on gumtree, its so hot, so different, so trashy-looking (according to my sis). The thing is, I like it. I honestly do... however, there's always constantly a "Meryl" (implication of negativity, from the film look both ways) inside my head murmuring, ask for other opinions, you shouldn't spend that kind of money, "Do you really need it?" The fact is, I do need it and I don't.
I don't need it because I have heaps of jumpers and coats and whatevs, but I do need it because everything I own in the closet is... slightly... hideous... I need something that looks good.
Hence, I asked for opinions, if this jumper looked good... Four out of Four said No. One said yes, only because I'm beautiful to him in everyway... Very conflicting, but I decided that purchasing this might not be neccessary.

Another Ad I came across today, Walt Disney 100 years of Magic 132 DVD Limited Edition...

My ultimate dream come true... I've spent the last couple of years, searching through op shops after op shops, in search of every Disney book I can lay my hands on... and now.. My dream come true! The complete collection of Disney movies for only 180aud, 180 divided by 132 = 1.36. Australian Dollars of 1.36 for one authentic disney movie. That is ridiculously cheap!! If the Aud 7 dollar blazer got my head scratching, this is 26 times more expensive that the blazer...

And my fellow readers, I leave you here today... deciding for me.. if I should get the blazer or the movie collection... I've resulted some unhappy faces from the last couple of hours... my peers helping me to decide, or more likely to say... persuading that this is ultimately my decision to make...

It's such a tough decision though... I have money... But I am the ultimate cheapskate.. if I ever go on with life with this mindset... sigh.. who knows where I'd end up in? The dump I suppose.

Wasted half my day on this. Epic Sigh.