Dear diary,

I haven't done any Art all day. It's both frustrating and disappointing at this point, the amount of effort I've put into art all throughout the year and it all comes down to this.. My final art pieces. The resolution of the ideas I've resolved, refined and developed. It's so grr frustrating at this point, as VCE tends to give the impression of "do or die" If your enter isn't impressive, there's no chance of you having a good future. I've been told that isnt't true. Realisticly, I guess.. even a career as a janitor could earn a living. I have all the passion in the world to do art, I know I enjoy art despite the fact that I'm good at it. I love expressing myself on paper creatively. I very much enjoy refining my works and enhancing the quality of artworks I produce. I love receiving the compliments and appreciation from my peers. But being able to achieve the quality of an artwork in such a short period of time, seems somewhat impossible at this point. I've lost all the confidence in the world, I know given the time.. I can do this~
Enough with procrastination, I'm off for more Art...

lots of love, Sherry